Happy Birthday To Our Little Angel, We Love & miss you Dearly!

This memorial website was created in the memory 
of our loved one, Edward William HartloveIV who 
was born in Maryland on May 5,1981 and passed 
away at his home  on October 8,1995 at the age of 14. 
We love &  miss him dearly.
We will Remember " Eddie Boy " forever.

                

 No farewell words were spoken,
no time to say good-bye,
you were gone before we knew it,
and only God knows why.

When you lose a spouse, you lose your present. When you lose a child, you lose your future. A child that loses a parent is an orphan. A man who loses his wife is a widower. A woman who loses her husband is a widow. There is no name for a parent that loses a child, for there is no word to describe this pain 

     

                  
                                 Remembering My Son on the day
                                       he went home with Jesus
                                           October 8,1995
                                      Gone but not Forgotten
                                        We love & miss you 
                                               Eddie Boy

PENNIES FROM HEAVEN
I found a penny today
just laying on the ground.
But it's not just a penny,
this little coin I've found.

Found pennies come from heaven,
that's what my Grandpa told me.
Grandpa said, Angels always toss them down.
Oh, how I loved that story.

He said when an Angel misses you,
they toss a penny down.
Sometimes just to cheer you up,
and make a smile out of your frown.

So don't just pass by that penny
when you're feeling blue.
It may be a penny from heaven,
that an Angel's tossed to you.










In Memory of My Son

Please, don't ask me if I'm over it yet
I'll never get over it.
Please, don't tell me he's in a better place
He's not here with me.
Please, don't say at least he isn't suffering
I haven't come to terms with why he had to suffer at all.
Please, don't tell me you know how I feel
Unless you have lost a child.
Please, don't ask me if I feel better
Bereavement isn't a condition that clears up.
Please, don't tell me you had him for so many years
What year would you chose for your child to die?
Please, don't tell me God never gives more than we can bear.
Please, just say you are sorry.
Please, just say you remember my child.
Please, just let me talk about my child.
Please mention my child's name.
Please, just let me cry.

--Author Unknown

          


                                     

                      
 


                                       WE LOVE YOU EDDIE BOY

                         

It's Okay to Let Me Go, Mom

Mom, you have to let me go,
Because it was meant to be.
And just because you let me go,
Doesn't mean you'll ever lose me.

You hold my hand and stroke my cheek,
As your heart is breaking in two.
And my spirit is still right there, you see,
I'll always be there within you.

I see your tears and I feel your pain,
And I know you just want to die.
But it's not your time to come here yet,
And right now I can't tell you why.

There's more you have to do there,
More lives and hearts you must touch.
There's other's there around you,
Who still need and love you so much.

So please don't feel like you've lost me,
For you haven't I'm still by your side.
Now I'm holding YOUR hand and stroking YOUR cheek,
So you'll want to live and not die.

Oh Mom, I want you to live now,
And I need you to let my body go.
The part of me you love so much,
Is now in the breeze as it blows.

When you're in the kitchen 'cooking',
Or simply just combing your hair.
When the light in the room flickers a bit,
Know it is me, and I'm there.

When I was hurting and I was in pain,
You were there with your comfort and love.
Now let me do the same for you,
Let me give you those things, from above.

I'm walking and smiling, and happy.
And I want you to know this is true.
I'm with you and around you still.
And I'll be here to help you get through.

Close your eyes and you'll hear me talking.
Open your heart and you'll then feel me there.
It's not a 'trick' or just 'your mind',
It's "me" that you feel on the air.

So it's okay to let me go, Mom,
I'm not in my body, you see.
Cause I'm in your heart and in the air,
And I promise You'll never lose me.

LOVE,
Your Son, Eddie Boy

EDDIE BOY

Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free.
I'm following the path God laid for me
I took His hand when I heard Him call
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day, to laugh,
to love, to work or play.
Tasks undone must stay that way
I've found that peace at the close of the day.
If parting has left a void, then fill it
with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss,
Ah, yes, these things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow
I wish for you the sunshine of tomorrow.
My life's been full, I savored much
Good friends, good times,
a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all to brief,
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your hearts and share with me,
God wants me now, He set me free.

Memories

If we could have a lifetime with
A dream that would come true,
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and You.
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried....
Neither will a thousand tears
We know because we've cried....
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too....
But we never wanted memories
We only wanted You.
~author unknown








GOD ONLY TOOK MY HAND

Last night while I was trying to sleep,
My daughter’s voice I did hear.
I opened my eyes and looked around
But she did not appear.

She said, "Mom you've got to listen,
You've got to understand,
God didn't take me from you,
He only took my hand.

When I called out in pain that day,
The instant that I died,
He reached down and took my hand,
And pulled me to His side.

He pulled me up and saved me
From the misery and pain.
My body was hurt so badly inside,
I could never be the same.

My search is really over now,
I've found happiness within.
All the answers to my dreams,
And all that might have been.

I love you so and miss you,
And I'll always be nearby.
My body's gone forever,
But my spirit will never die!

And so, you must go on now,
Live one day at a time.
Just understand -
God did not take me from you,
He only took my hand.







Each morning when I awake
I know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
as I try to carry on, my heart
aches with sadness & secret tears
flow. What it meant to lose you
no one will ever know. My thoughts
are always with you, you're place
no one can fill. In life I loved you
dearly, in death I'll love you
forever.









Please don’t feel guilty
It was just my time to go.
I see you are still feeling sad,
And the tears just seem to flow.
We all come to earth for our lifetime,
And for some it’s not many years
I don’t want you to keep crying
You are shedding so many tears.
I haven’t really left you
Even though it may seem so.
I have just gone to my heavenly home,
And I’m closer to you than you know.
Just believe that when you say my name
I’m standing next to you,
I know you long to see me,
But there’s nothing I can do.
But I’ll still send you messages
And hope you understand,
That when your time comes to “cross over,”
I’ll be there to take your hand.

There’s a special angel in heaven
That is a part of me.
It is not where we wanted him right now,
But where God wanted him to be.
He was here just a moment,
Like a night-time shooting star.
And though he is in heaven,
He isn’t very far.
He touched the hearts of many,
Like only an angel can do.
We would have held him every minute,
If the end we only knew.
So we send this special message,
To heaven up above.
Please take care of our angel,
And send him all our love.









IT IS SAD TO WALK THE ROAD ALONE,
INSTEAD OF SIDE BY SIDE.
BUT TO ALL, THERE COMES A MOMENT
WHEN THE WAYS OF LIFE DIVIDE,
YOU GAVE US YEARS OF HAPPINESS
THEN CAME SORROW AND TEARS
BUT, YOU LEFT US BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES
WE WILL TREASURE, THROUGHOUT THE YEARS.

In Loving Memory
of our little Angel, Eddie Boy
We will remember him forever.


God Made Memories  last  and grow,
To  warm our Hearts and make us glow.

The Moment that you died
Our hearts split in two The
one side filled with memories
The other died with you.

We often lay awake at night
When the world is fast asleep
And take a walk down memory
lane With tears upon our cheeks

Remembering you is easy We
do it everyday But missing you
is heartache That never goes away

We hold you tightly within our heart
And there you will remain Life has
gone on without you But it never will
be the same

For those who still have their son
or daughter Treat them with tender
care Tell them you love them everyday
You will never know the emptiness
As when you turn and they are not there.

Love you always & forver

        
Thanks to all who are here for us 
to help us keep our little angel`s memory 
alive it is greatly appreciated to know so 
many people really care. All the phone calls
emails and comments on our pages and also 
the candles that are lit on 
Our little Angel`s page and the Tributes 
and Condolences on his page will always 
be treasured! We love you all.



 
  

                                                   

                   
                         

Eddie Boy was and will always be 
a very special part of our lives, he 
taught us the true meaning of love 
and that you never take anything 
"walking, talking, eating ect.." for 
granted. He was a special blessing 
sent down from heaven, He was the 
most bravest, precious, happiest little 
boy on earth. He always smiled no matter 
how bad things got and I can still see 
them big beautiful blue eyes of his that 
followed me around the room every step 
I took. Eddie Boy went through so much 
in the 14 years he was here with us and 
I know now he is pain free in heaven just 
running laughing and playing in his new 
perfect little body, doing all those things 
he could never do when he was here on 
earth. Eddie Boy touched the heart of 
everyone who knew him. He will live on 
forever in our heart and memories.

                      We love and miss him very much!       







                                                                               



"My Spirit Lives On" 

See through the window,
Look at the light,
Smell the sweet flowers,
See the sky bright,
Shed not the tears,
As you feel I have gone,
Love never leaves,
And my spirit lives on.

Talk of me often,
Your words will be heard,
I'll be by your side,
As swift as a bird,
Love life and laugh,
Together we'll be,
On the right path,
As our spirits fly free.


To my sister, from heaven.

I just wanted you to know.

That I'll be with you wherever you go.

I've gotten my wings and learned how to fly.

And I'll dry your tears whenever you cry.

Though I've went away and it seems we're apart.

You will forever be my soul and my heart.

The love that we shared will not go astray.

For deep in my heart it will always stay.

You held me close when I was filled with pain.

And your smile gave me sunshine when my life filled with rain.

You guided me when no one else could.

You protected me when no one else would.

We've shared so much that mere words can't express

how knowing you has made me feel truly blessed.

So please dear sister, fret not for me, for now my soul is truly free.

So think of me often, as much as you can.

And I'll always be there to hold your hand.

I'll be your angel and guide you through life.

I'll give you comfort through torment and strife.

So thanks dear sister again and again,

 thank you always for being my sister and my friend.

                        


                        
                         
                    
                  

                         
                        EDDIE BOY YOU WILL STAY
                            FOREVER IN OUR !

                      

TO ONE GONE TOO SOON

Little angel, sent from God
To a desperate mother in need,
You touched the hearts of those you loved,
With every word and deed.

The pain you suffered and endured,
Would have conquered a weaker soul
Your willful, stubborn, hope-filled heart
Placed you in a stronger role 

Fourteen precious years
You nurtured love in a woman void
You gave her love, and life and hope
And kept her spirits buoyed.

Now in heaven,Eddie, please,
Keep watch o'er your dearest mother
And always remember, won't you please
You were loved like no other.

                               







                                                       
                                               OF OUR SON
                                                     "EDDIE BOY"









                                                                                                             



 









THE BROKEN CHAIN

We little knew that morning that God was going to all your name,

In life we loved you dearly, in death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you, you did not go alone,

For part of us went with you, the day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories, your love is still our guide,

And though we cannot see you, you are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken, and nothing seems the same,

But as God calls us one by one, the chain will link again.

Eddie Loved Balloons and Clowns,
His whole room was done in them!

     

                                                                                           

                                      
           

These are Eddie`s  Flowers and Balloons we took to him on
his Birthday May 5th. 2006
His Flowers for this year May 5, 2007
 



Please check back often I will be adding new things and Photos
often it is to much to do all at once =)

Also feel free to go to Eddie Boy`s  Photo Album Page 
and add any photos you may want to see on his site.






                            

                                                                                                   

                                 


                  

I feel a warmth around me
like your presence is so near,
And I close my eyes to visualize
your face when you were here,
I endure the times we spent together
and they are locked inside my heart,
For as long as I have those memories
we will never be apart,
Although we cannot speak anymore
my voice is always there,
Because every night before I sleep
I have you in my prayers.

My Son
My heart still hurts and
Aches in sadness
And secret tears still flow
What it meant to lose you
No one will ever know








                          



                                    
        

                 

We Love You!
                                                                      

          Eddie Boy


    

In Our Heart Forever!











                   
           



                                                                             






                                                                                              

IN LOVING MEMORY 

OF OUR SON



            EDDIE BOY



"Who You'd Be Today"

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
I feel you everywhere I go.
I see your smile, I see your face,
I hear you laughin' in the rain.
I still can't believe you're gone.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who'd you be today?

Would you see the world? 
Would you chase your dreams?
Settle down with a family,
I wonder what would you name your babies?
Some days the sky's so blue,
I feel like I can talk to you,
An' I know it might sound crazy.

It ain't fair: you died too young,
Like the story that had just begun,
But death tore the pages all away.
God knows how I miss you,
All the hell that I've been through,
Just knowin' no-one could take your place.
An' sometimes I wonder,
Who you'd be today?

Today, today, today.
Today, today, today.

Sunny days seem to hurt the most.
I wear the pain like a heavy coat.
The only thing that gives me hope,
Is I know I'll see you again some day.

Some day, some day, some day.



                          



The song below was dedicated to Eddie Boy 
by his sister Rochelle when we lost him.
You can also listen to this by 
clicking on the link to your right.

            EDDIE BOY



Go Rest High On That Mountain

I know your life on earth was troubled
And only you could know the pain
You weren't afraid to face the devil
You were no stranger to the rain

Go rest high on that mountain
Son, your work on earth is done
Go to heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and the Son

Oh, how we cried the day you left us
We gathered 'round your grave to grieve
I wish I could see the angels' faces
When they hear your sweet voice sing

Go rest high on that mountain
Son, your work on earth is done
Go to heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and the Son

Go to heaven a shoutin'
Love for the Father and the Son.

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